Sunday, April 3, 2011

Finally updating; It's a rant; More amazing details about my awesome life; ( :

Mmkay, well sorry I haven't been updating everyday. Been kinda busy.
Well Friday, this chick, we'll call her 'the bitch' was talking crap from across the hall, then came up to my face & started yelling at me for something I NEVER did. I was SO SO SO SO SO confused!
Then at lunch, I sat alone, cause the table I normally sat at, 'the bitch' sat at too; So, she walks up to me and was like, "Let's be friends again" then says, "SIKE"; & she pours her water bottle ALL OVER THE TABLE, and it dripped ALL over me.
It was pathetic. & I was so embarrassed, I started to cry... ) :
I HATE HER, I NEVER thought I could hate anyone, but I hate her.
Well, after school that day, I hungout with my boyfriend ( :
Then Saturday, I went to Manteno; The internet they had there SUCKED, it was so slow.. Baha.
Then Sunday I came home, & Melina came over; She's my bestfriend. We were supposed to hang with out friend Austin; But he had a hockey game.
So my boo came over; His name's Austin too. Bahah, how ironic :p
& me, him, & Melina went to the Indian Caves. It was fun; Then we came back & ate pizza ( : YUM.
So tomorrow, I'm hanging with Melina again, & we're hanging out with our friend Austin, like we were supposed to do today, & my boyfriend might join <3

Thursday, March 31, 2011

Quotes;

laugh your heart out. dance in the rain.cherish the moment. ignore the pain. live, love, laugh. forgive & forget. life is too short to be living with regrets.


Never think you are nothing. Never cry at night for not being pretty enough. And never tell yourself you're not good enough, because to someone out there, you're everything. And somebody else probably thinks the world of you. You may not know who they are, but they do exist. So don't ever think that way about yourself.



Here's a toast. To the good days, the better friends. The ones that you just can't live without. The people that have taught you how to party. How to live. How to have a good time just sitting around. Here are to the people that no matter how bad things seem, are going to be there for you. To lean back on and catch you if you fall.




Us teenage kids, we mess up, break up, lie, cheat, feel like the world is crashing down, try to fill shoes way too big for us. but one thing we're pretty good at is hanging on.


I've learned that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.


I'm going somewhere in life, I've got dreams to reach & things to do. Don't bring your drama into my life because, shit, I got my own. I'm done with letting people bring me down, & I'm not taking any bullshit from anyone. I'm my own person, not no one else's bitch. I'm down for people who are down for me. If you don't know me, don't act like you do because I've got enough people in my life to keep me going. Don't go running your mouth about me because you don't know shit about me. Don't believe the shit others tell you, believe things you hear on your own. Be your own damn self & who cares what others say about you. It's not like they're living your life for you. Don't stand for peoples shit because they're just going to cause more pain in your life. I'm going to succeed because I don't stand for your shit; I got my best girls & they got my heart pumping.


Time passes by & people change, friends forever become enemies & relationships that were once so indestructible change over something so small. You look back and start to see people completely different from what they once were. You see two-faced and fake people more often than not and then you take a step back and realize, maybe you're not who you thought you were all this time.


Who are you to judge the life I live? I know I’m not perfect and I don’t live to be. But before you start pointing fingers make sure your hands are clean.

Drama is really stupid.

Well, I hate drama. It's all my life is anymore. I mean I have some people that are still sticking around with me through it all; I have my REAL friends, & the most amazing boyfriend in the world. ( :
I have support from my family for the most part. But lately, people have been annoying, and I've been backstabbed; All the people I thought were my friends turned their backs on me. & they tell me it's my fault; But it's really not. I don't even bother with them anymore, yet they still take the time out of their day to talk a bunch of shit. It's really immature & annoying; Oh, God; When will they learn, to just let it freaking go, & move on with their lives?
The world may never know.
( ;